spinning;; green day

I have nothing to say.

only that I'm gettin worse...

spinning;; pretty girls make graves

☼Falling apart mentally. Slowly disintegrating physically☼

Yeah so I'm really bored. Today has been a really up down day. You know those days? when you think you are okay then you see things or people and suddenly you want to disappear. Or you want to die and then you find something that makes you smile. Yeah kind of like that. For me the only reasons for smiles today has been Dane Cook.

Progress report;;  I am missing you to death.

I feel so weird. I just want things to start working out, why does everything always go so wrong? I wish I could fall asleep and not wake up for a year or two. Just let things go and wake up and start over. I miss my friends. I miss laughing. I miss smiling and meaning it. I miss my lip ring. I miss life as I used to know it. I crave for a want to keep living. I need this more than ever.

JUST THIS ONE THING.

THIS ONE TIME

<3

spinning;; nothing, this is school suckaaaa

SO apparently I'm back...

thankgod my fucking school blocked MYSPACE. ughhhhh. so I'm here for 40 minutes a day. I'm still not sure if I'm going to use this for entries or just to c o m m e n t on my friends...

any suggestions?

GIVE ME KISSES ON THE MOUTHHH! I know you missed me!

¢¾!!

spinning;; unwriten law

so my xanga got fucked up. CUTE.

I think I might quit xanga...yeahhh....

well i got a myspace. I SOLD OUT mhmmmm bite me!

too bad, at least im a cute myspace sell out.

go and add me because i bet you have a myspace. myspace kills people....yeah, random fact thought you should know.

http://www.myspace.com/20040966

okay well later qts....maybe never.

whatevv.

                           - LooLoo

ps; I hate him....I hate boys....actually i hate the entire fucking HUMAN RACE. kbye!

spinning;; muk cage.

so yesterday, Sunday, was battle of the bads round three. it was awesome. they played amazing and we moshed until we passed out. VOR was more together than ever, but of course what happens? the don't get to move on, which sucked. it was bulshit. the judges were cracked out so FUCK THEM. aaron really hurt his arm in the pit...for nothing, moms moshed...for nothing, i started 2 pits and got the worst asthma attack ever...for nothing.

They really shouldn't be discouraged because i know their potential, everyone does. they should have been there but their time will come. IT WILL.

the night was awesome nonetheless. we went back to nick's and just hung out there. fucking great. i love my friends, a lot a lot a lot. more than ANYTHING.<3

so here are some pictures...

my twin. i pretty much adore her, ---^ i know you are jealous.

       we got in a bitch fight. i told him not to mess with me.

                 now you wanna fuck with me!? BRING IT

after nicks kristine slept over...

   isn't she cute and NOT CREEPY AT ALLL. rawrrr

                  .so we are pretty much awesome.

we are hardcore. 7 bruises. 3 cuts. my neck and whole upper body are shot. and i got punched in the stomach and face alot. chyeahhhhhh, GxM <3

                          aaron is fucking crazy

            anthony burned me with his cigarette! too bad i love him.

so i have a boyfriend. nick asked me out last night.

i think i like him. MAYBE. <3

Fuck me if im wrong, but the whole night had a meaning of its own...